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Saturday, September 25, 2010

VIBGYOR

Dedicated to all kNights....
RED
“Alll Izzz Wellll” this is how I was till I closed ma eyes on Sunday nite.....It was ly on Monday morng I realized tat I was shivering inside..... It was gonna be ma first day at project.....Was wondering.... is it gonna be...this,that... Lots.... is jus a 5 to 10mins ride from ma home.....Once I saw the campus and those things.... I was panicking inside.... few of ma academy friends waiting there....ooof....a big sigh of relief....hmmmm....Met my PL and he found me a temporary seat.....and got settled down….Had a 5min intro abt ma proj.....tats it.....they all started working and I also started to check mails....chat wit frenz....msg....check mail....chat wit frenz…msg....tis went on for a day....and another day..and another day....In between had KT for couple of hrs.....Tats it.....Really guys....சும்மா உக்காறது எவளவு கஷ்டம்ணு இப்போ தான் தெரியுது......

ORANGE
All these things happened.....but..... it was very hard to get back from nostalgia....The most happening days of ma life....Mayb not the only days but ya.....after 5yrs of not so very gud times..... It was like coming back to basics.....மொக்க போட்டு.....கலாய்சுட்டு....it was gud....really gud....
The only good thing CTS sorry Cognizant has done is placing us all in one batch..... Other than that they are jus Stupid corporates......
So how did it really start…?? I know all must be wondering.... “How we all came together in the same batch?” Even I wonder many times.... I don’t even know Vivek in college days and Arun kooda like just my classmate.... Unique batch I guess... From the “Hot Seat” to “Secret Friend”.....”Innovation” to “Module Tests”..... It was absolute fun.... Usually in a batch either a group will be studying....another ll be having fun.....another wont get involved in anything....But நம்ம batch la.... All were teasing everyone and all were having fun..... And all were studying[1]... I think Hot Seat had the major impact on our batch.... All came to know about others... Some secrets were revealed.... Many fictional “Waves” started..... and of course the ‘CriCAT’ that never happened..... The project was still in the planning phase.... Dint move to the development phase at all....சரி விடுங்க....

YELLOW
“What to do now......what to do now.....” Thats when someone gave the spark “Secret Friend”…..Adadadadaaadaaa…..Lots of innovation happened here.... From the மாரியம்மா Dance, Rajkumar Disguising as a girl, PJ’s karate, me mimicking all the girls, Sowmiya pledging to everybody, Aruna eating chilly, Preethi blind folded, Swetha and Vivek bearing mustache, Rajeshwari Singing..... These were some highlights guys….If u wanna mention some more, plz do so in the comments..... ஆனா எவளவு கொலை வெறி ஓட dare கொடுத்தீங்க.....hmmmm..... Some even formed teams against a particular person for giving the dare... oof.... என்ன ஒரு வில்லத்தனம்.....
Then came that Stupid thing.....”Innovation”....We had fun ya.....true....agreed.....We can write a book on “How to pass in corporate module tests without studyin??”.... Would be the best seller....Hmmmm.... We tried to find fault in the system itself.... In the history of Cognizant Academy....70% Fail aayi…record create panninnom.... Videos, pathetic the first day.... Innovative video, a guy unfolded a cycle, started riding, rides, rides and rides...Oh Gosh... Atleast we managed it in the second day....ooof.....Hope you would remember me dancing for a spot event and won the prize...Won prizes here and there....Thanks to Dinek, Preethi and Uma and Vivek too... "Inn-Décor" தான் ultimate...Training was sort of in our hands,if we wish training starts and stops... Ashish almost cried.... “Plzzzzzzzzzzz Yaaaaar........” Sticking, painting, cutting, tearing, shouting, roaming...... Messed up the whole academy..... The thinner smell was in the air for almost a week I guess....or even more than that..... We had put a lot of time,money and effort on may events dint Win at all.... Its K.....but the one thing...... which won us million Hearts.....


GREEN
"சொல்லியும் சொல்லாமலும்"
......THE UNTOLD........
CAST
Starring
Dinek & Swetha
Friend1
RajPrasath
Friend2
Aravind
Music
Me(Billu)
Dialogues
Aparna,Rajkumar,Me,Vivek and even few more
Back Voices
Rajkumar,Aparna & Vivek
Story
Screenplay
Direction
Vivek
I heard they r gonna nominate 'The Untold' for the Oscars...All the Best Team....
Hmmmm....So now...the another important factor that made our batch like the way we are now....Outings....Even though few missed both the outings.....Ya....Maharaja and Athirapally....the latter being the ultimate fun…..We of course had dinner and lunch now and then in groups... I don’t wanna elaborate on the outings much.... Coz nothing is there to explain much.... The rain, trip, dance....wat not... The total trip on the whole was cool.... When speaking abt dance....the instance which comes up in most of em’s mind is ‘Swetha’s Solo Performance’ at SEZ....cha...
Whenever Rashmi and Vinothini(Goutham ஓட ஆள் இல்ல....நம்ம batch owner) said about MFRP....MFRP....I know, everyone had that big fear inside.... But I hope u all ll agree that we had those memorable days in the last 2weeks during our MFRP.....Even I was complaining working on weekends... But it bcame utmost fun.... Hearin songs...goin out for lunch.....Especially the first Friday....Uma’s bro’s wedding....Gr8 day v had....Really guys….its those weekends I feel we enjoyed a lot.....I used to b sitting idle while Brindha was coding....

BLUE
The time has come to talk abt our GODFATHER.... The one and ly Ashish Vaish....Everything is dedicated to him.....For what we are and what we are Not....The coolest trainer ever..... If it was someone else either he would ve ran away or we would ve been chucked out.....
Me: “Ashish...I ve a doubt...”
He starts from his place, comes near our place and says “Tell me Brindha....Whats your doubt...?”
Brindha's Reaction: Totally confused....
Hello.....whats goin on here...the doubt was mine,the one who called is me…But he says “Temme Brindha…” Most of em know abt this....Till the last day he did the same....hmmm
One Man Army….One who took the bullets in his heart for us..... பேச்சு பீரங்கி, Program புயல், வருங்கால அமெரிக்க ஜனாதிபதி…. பேர சொன்னாலே சும்மா CTS எ அதிரும் இல்ல.... The most important thing…the sole reason for the “Waves” factor.....அவரே தான்....that’s the guy.... Prabhu.....Our mentor....ma lead....Sorry Prabhu...couldn’t ctrl maself.... On behalf of Dark kNights…I say a Big THANK YOU for all the help and efforts you ve put for ourbatch... "But...." I hope you understand what’s this ‘but’ for.....புரிஞ்சா சரி.... “கழுத நல்ல இருந்த சரி....” A good friend, mentor, well wisher and one who taught atleast few things abt corporate….
The GODFATHER and the WELL WISHER.....the greatest strengths of DkN....Thank You both of em....

INDIGO
The last week at Academy.....ya....it was kinda a mixed week....Meeting deadlines, Empowered, MFRP....and also.....My Place, Exhibition(most of em missed it), Last day at Academy, Graduation.....We were all enjoyin at the same time feeling sad for leaving the academy.....hmmmmm.... The only thing which Rashmi promised and happened....”Your Academy days are gonna be Colourful....” Very True....Now the BU is like B&W....it sucks....Really Am missin Academy days the way am missing ma school days...


VIOLET
Ma mom,frenz....everyone close to me found that change in me..... Even a small gap has also been developed between ma friends spending more time at work and u guys..... Am sorting things and managing now....by atleast sending em msgs and chattin online....They ve understood me.....
Actually I started this as a small blog.... Now it has gone to almost 3pages.... Hope DkN wont mind reading it.... It has almost bcum like a small story....

P.S:
[1] Conditions Apply
[2] Sorry.....Abhinav, PJ and Prathyu....Do ask someone else to translate the texts in Tamil....

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Kinda Bommarillu (a) Santhosh Subramaniam

U: "Am gonna study today.....i've to improve ma grades"
Prof: "இன்னைகவது படி டா....."


U: "Dailyஉம் வீட்டுக்கு lateஆ போறோம்...இன்னைக்கு சீகரம் போகணும்"

Dad: "எப்போ பாத்தாலும் 11 மணி 12 மணிக்கு வரது.....சீகரம் வந்து பழகு
.."

U: "
இல்ல மச்சி...காசு இல்ல...நீங்க போயிட்டு வாங்க...ll catch up wit u next time"
Mom: "என்ன saturday movie and dinner ah......hmmmmmmmmm(big sigh)......"



I know i've exargerrated few instances happened in most of em's life.......atleast something closer to it wud ve happened.....U take a decision or plan to do something...not necessarily ur parents, ur relatives, frenz..anyone for tat matter...someone comes and tells u the same....wen v do it they think ly its coz of em v did it...... The ly thing tat makes me get frustrated....

I think now and then abt tis topic but either wud feel lazy or think such a waste of time....wats gonna happen.....but today a couple of things happened
which made me go to the peak of frustration.....Felt like pampered to the core.....I've grown up.....I guess i ve.....completed a degree,working for almost a month now....and lot more mental growths too.....

I donno how many of u get wat i say......coz today was 1 of the most important of ma life......had plans abt it long ago.....wen they said u do tis...and finally ma mom came in and said do tis...its gud.....ya...ma mind knows they donno wat i think and say everythin for our wellbeing.....points taken....but i definitely feel pampered at many instances....i donno how many of u still feel somethin kinda these things....

Lot of small to bigger examples to quote......but the thing is ly a few came to ma mind.....i jus feel tat y dont they get tat v ve reached a time were v ve to b on our own......
Actually the thing i thought today was somethin frm ma heart so wen they said the same to do it.....wen i do it......it jus bcums as a task accomplished...not as the one i really felt,meant to do frm ma heart......

I need ur feedbacks means comments.....the things i expect to hear is like 'u have to understand em more,yes u r not grown up,ya i ve been thro somethings like tat..if possible some instances like coz i believe am not alone.......now i ve to think an alternative b4 anyone says tat too........

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Got Injected sorry Inducted….

22…oh god…ya…jus 10 more….almost done…finally the modules r over….after these tiresome modules….and some nail biting days….finally the wait was over….7th June….as if it was like am getting committed unofficially…lol…7th June was not at all a shock wen i read the next line..Coimbatore..Wat..am not gonna leave ma home town…unbelievable…Born,grew,studied and now gonna work here...no man...All ma mates got chennai while it was almost only me in cbe…By saying almost i mean i ve a couple of guys here wit me..not bad actually..but thought of gettin some new experiences and exposure,watever…am here now…Everythin was new frm day 1…Dont think am writin tis post after a month or somethin, its jus the 4th day now…So far so gud…But the ly thing which was and is difficult is getting into the system, not the server i dint mean literally, i meant the corporate life…Gettin used to it…Hopefully u can see tat coz u r reading tis blog after a week at CTS sorry am not supposed to say tat,its Cognizant…U know for the past 4 days everyone ve been sayin tis “Oh..Billu….tis is how u luk in formals…”…Even i get to luk at myself and say “is it me..!!! “…SO lots of new things happening around in ma life…the routine, gettin bed to early….reachin home on time for dinner…tats been happening for the last few days…hmmm…its gettin better day by day at Cogni...actually tis was ma first blog in Cogni posting it here again wit a few if's and but's...padikka sollaraangalo illayo regularah blog mattum elutha solranunga...So far so gud...keepin up wit other IT guys...but manasula apappa chinna varutham...even though i dint do awesome in ma academics in ma coll days but was atleast very much interested in one subject per semester....i said interested tat doesnt mean i got high grades....so avalavu padichutu athuvum sandwich...inga vanthu oru logic yosikka mandaya odachuttu irukken...cant help it though...”Mom, where is tat C++ book..i jus kept it here today evening...”(last line konjam over thaan...innum antha stageukku pogala..but jus to give tat comical touch...)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Are you proud of being Indian...????


Like many other tech freaks and internet geeks i too ve a fake account......so had tis conversation wit a women.....It started as a friendly chat which ended up being a disastrous debate unfortunately i was at the receiving end....mayb i could ve defended better,i donno....i tried ma best....it jus brought ma agony and pain i had to b rude to her....so sorry ladies.......All of U do read the conversation completely......dont skip over it plzzzzz....Her name has been changed as "Miss Invisible" and me as "Me"....
Me: i jus dont wanna make the conversation very serious....i wanna ask ly one thing....u may hate after i ask u tis....more than wat u hate me now
Miss Invisible: can you speak english
Me: i hope tats wat am speakin now...
Miss Invisible: tats and wat arent words
Me: jus cuttin em short....like wat i did now "them is em"
Miss Invisible: you...
Miss Invisible: didnt gain a college education
Miss Invisible: did you
Me: do v really ve to spk abt it.....
Miss Invisible: yes we do
Miss Invisible: because you clearly have a ..misudersanding of sexuality
Miss Invisible: you probably are from the midwest
Miss Invisible: or the south
Me: midwest....hmmm.....gud guess....but am not
Miss Invisible: then where
Me: wru frm....u gonna temme
Miss Invisible: im waiting
Miss Invisible: answer the question
Me: cool....its us guys who always ve to reveal things first and u dont turn ur bak later...i dint mean...generally....
Me: i dint mean u ....generally
Miss Invisible: no its called disrsepect
Miss Invisible: clearly you are either shamed of your heritage
Miss Invisible: or you simply come from a poorly educated area
Miss Invisible: or both
Me: u donno anythin abt me...i mean anythin....ma qualification or anythin.....so u r graduate rite???
Miss Invisible: im waiting for you to enlighten me
Miss Invisible: because if you are one of those bible thumping rednecks
Miss Invisible: then i know you simply..dont know better
Me: i think u r the onewho has to come outta ur small little world.....
Miss Invisible: haha you honestly think you are more wordly then i?
Miss Invisible: how many langauges do you speak?
Me: four.....wanna test me....
Miss Invisible: i speak 7
Miss Invisible: how many countries have you visited
Miss Invisible: well?
Miss Invisible: exactly
Miss Invisible: Q
Miss Invisible: E
Miss Invisible: D
Me: ha ha ha...speakin seven languages and visiting some hundreds of countries doesnt mean tat u r some goddamn aristocrat.....
Miss Invisible: no it means im more worldly then you
Miss Invisible: Me: i think u r the onewho has to come outta ur small little world
Miss Invisible: remember that comment?
Miss Invisible: you are the one who is clearly...living in an insulated world
Miss Invisible: i mean you didnt even go to college
Me: u can keep tat way.....i dont wanna prove ma qualification and worldly knowledge to some unknown women.....
Miss Invisible: because you have none
Miss Invisible: its the typical response for those who have no basis
Miss Invisible: "im not going to justify myself'
Miss Invisible: all you have to do is state the infomration and you win
Miss Invisible: but you have nothing
Miss Invisible: so you come up with the excuse "im not going to prove myself"
Miss Invisible: its ok
Miss Invisible: i understand
Miss Invisible: i suggest next time you simply lie
Me: k...if i state the info....ll u accept it....
Miss Invisible: probably not
Miss Invisible: because i know now you will life
Miss Invisible: lie
Me: now u dont...i ve to send u ma degree certificate to ur home
Miss Invisible: no thanks
Miss Invisible: i have ways of validating
Miss Invisible: im guessing you might be....indian
Me: gud...not bad....
Miss Invisible: well then what are you
Me: i am indian...tat was a gud guess....
Miss Invisible: of course you are
Miss Invisible: so the languages you speak arent other languages
Miss Invisible: they are dialects
Miss Invisible: but thats ok..india is known for its oppression of women
Me: oh....so tats y v ve a women president..right....
Miss Invisible: yes but also when i spoke to Dr. Singh in 2008
Miss Invisible: we finally got him to acknowledge the female infanticide present in yoru country
Miss Invisible: and lets also not forget that you are the single largest provider of underage sex slaves in the world
Me: even ur prez can acknowledge it.....not child infanticide.....but a lot more.....
Miss Invisible: my president?
Miss Invisible: who is my president
Me: depends on frm which country u r frm
Miss Invisible: you said my president said something
Miss Invisible: well...who is my president
Miss Invisible: if you are going to quote the president...who is that person?
Miss Invisible: well?
Me: oooof....
Miss Invisible: QED i win again
Me: temme ur country i'll tell ur prez
Miss Invisible: no
Miss Invisible: you have to admit you lied then
Me: k...if u were frm USA then its Mr.Barack Obama....
Miss Invisible: im not
Me: then...do u know his middle name
Me: dont google it
Me: coz u were replyin spontaneously so far
Miss Invisible: hussien
Miss Invisible: born in hawiia
Miss Invisible: moved to the philipeans
Me: not impressive
Miss Invisible: his mother is from the midwest
Miss Invisible: his father is from africa
Miss Invisible: he saw him 1 time after the divorce
Me: wat ... u r a graduate in political sciences.....
Miss Invisible: he has a half brother named george
Miss Invisible: no
Me: watever u
Me: watever u have studied...am an engg graduate...k...i know ma field to the core.....
Me: got placed in a MNC
Miss Invisible: so?
Miss Invisible: you stil murder women in india
Me: gonna do MS in UK....
Miss Invisible: k
Me: tats ma qualification......tats our problem, v r takinn care of it...u shut all ur holes and get bak to ur lezzie shit.....
Me: bye bye
Miss Invisible: why dont you go get me tandori chicken dot head
Miss Invisible: sorry Apu
Me: all the nations r the same diggin up others shit wen their own smells like hell
Miss Invisible: im not interested
Miss Invisible: it doesnt
Miss Invisible: but thats ok we all know india hates the earth
Me: gud.....u know it...then y the hell u care abt us.....u can go to those nations u've visited and spk those damn 7 languages.......
Miss Invisible: sorry Apu
Miss Invisible: know that i knwo you are indian
Miss Invisible: you have demonstrated your ..cultural...ingorance
Me: ty......
Me: i know more than u......
Miss Invisible: no you dont
Miss Invisible: i assure you..you dont
Me: who r u to judge me.....
Miss Invisible: true or false humans evolved from monkeys
Miss Invisible: some one who is better then you
Me: better than us
Miss Invisible: you ar indian
Miss Invisible: you still hve a caste system
Miss Invisible: proud of that?
Me: ha ha ha....wen u cant tackle me u bring the whole country upon me.......i take responsibilities to some extent upto which i withold it
Miss Invisible: no thats ok
Miss Invisible: id be ahsamed to if i were indian
Miss Invisible: thank god im not
Me: u r not at all a human being.....thank god u r not indian.....suck it
Miss Invisible: nay
Miss Invisible: im not into men
Miss Invisible: especially indian men
Miss Invisible: you all..smell
Miss Invisible: so where is my Tandori Chicken
Me: in ur dogs ass
Miss Invisible: so you fuck dogs asses?
Miss Invisible: im not surrposed
Miss Invisible: you also worship cows
Me: u r religious too....
Me: but am not....y am i speakin to u......all abt tis.....u hate india, indian men esp,v smell...ty for tat....ya..v worship cow.....
Me: wat else...yes...female infanticide
Miss Invisible: haha if i were religious
Miss Invisible: id not believe in evolution
Miss Invisible: ok..the dalit issue
Miss Invisible: the sex slave trade
Miss Invisible: the kyoto protocol
Miss Invisible: indians nuclera testing
Me: gud.....wat else u ve upon us....
Miss Invisible: i want you to explain those to me
Miss Invisible: re yo rpoud of it?
Me: y shud i....
Miss Invisible: i mean you have killed more women then the nazis killed during their holocaust
Me: female infanticide has been reduced considerably now...if not completely.....
Miss Invisible: so explain to me why india has the right to purposely destroy the earth
Miss Invisible: no it actually hasnt
Miss Invisible: it has gotten worse since 2001
Me: not over other developed countries....our green gas emission is much much low wen compared to other countries
Miss Invisible: no you are actually the second largest producer behind china
Miss Invisible: thats total and PER capita
Miss Invisible: be proud...you will drown yourselves soon
Miss Invisible: in fact..does india even have electric cars?
Miss Invisible: http://www.wunrn.com/news/2008/05_08/04_28_08/042808_india2.htm
Miss Invisible: read that
Miss Invisible: proud of that?
Me: hmmm......if its india going down first....then india wud ve been the ly planet on earth by then......i know tat v r not polluting and killing earth as other developed countries do.....fuck your stats....
Miss Invisible: typical indian
Me: and bye bye bitch....ty
Miss Invisible: refusing to accept the scientific data
Miss Invisible: you may leave Apu
Miss Invisible: bring back so curried chicken for me
Me: ll bring it wen v meet in hell
Watever u think kindly make it public......ur comments views watever.....u may suggest ur friends to read thro tis post,i donno ur wish it is....but i may atleast make em think a bit.....i guess she might b frm US but she said she's not....i donno...she has been trackin us i mean India for a while....donno how many more r still there around us thinkin abt us the same way......i can ly say one thing "This is India".....Am i proud of it "Donno"....????