Love means not ever having to say you're sorry

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Kinda Bommarillu (a) Santhosh Subramaniam

U: "Am gonna study today.....i've to improve ma grades"
Prof: "இன்னைகவது படி டா....."


U: "Dailyஉம் வீட்டுக்கு lateஆ போறோம்...இன்னைக்கு சீகரம் போகணும்"

Dad: "எப்போ பாத்தாலும் 11 மணி 12 மணிக்கு வரது.....சீகரம் வந்து பழகு
.."

U: "
இல்ல மச்சி...காசு இல்ல...நீங்க போயிட்டு வாங்க...ll catch up wit u next time"
Mom: "என்ன saturday movie and dinner ah......hmmmmmmmmm(big sigh)......"



I know i've exargerrated few instances happened in most of em's life.......atleast something closer to it wud ve happened.....U take a decision or plan to do something...not necessarily ur parents, ur relatives, frenz..anyone for tat matter...someone comes and tells u the same....wen v do it they think ly its coz of em v did it...... The ly thing tat makes me get frustrated....

I think now and then abt tis topic but either wud feel lazy or think such a waste of time....wats gonna happen.....but today a couple of things happened
which made me go to the peak of frustration.....Felt like pampered to the core.....I've grown up.....I guess i ve.....completed a degree,working for almost a month now....and lot more mental growths too.....

I donno how many of u get wat i say......coz today was 1 of the most important of ma life......had plans abt it long ago.....wen they said u do tis...and finally ma mom came in and said do tis...its gud.....ya...ma mind knows they donno wat i think and say everythin for our wellbeing.....points taken....but i definitely feel pampered at many instances....i donno how many of u still feel somethin kinda these things....

Lot of small to bigger examples to quote......but the thing is ly a few came to ma mind.....i jus feel tat y dont they get tat v ve reached a time were v ve to b on our own......
Actually the thing i thought today was somethin frm ma heart so wen they said the same to do it.....wen i do it......it jus bcums as a task accomplished...not as the one i really felt,meant to do frm ma heart......

I need ur feedbacks means comments.....the things i expect to hear is like 'u have to understand em more,yes u r not grown up,ya i ve been thro somethings like tat..if possible some instances like coz i believe am not alone.......now i ve to think an alternative b4 anyone says tat too........

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Got Injected sorry Inducted….

22…oh god…ya…jus 10 more….almost done…finally the modules r over….after these tiresome modules….and some nail biting days….finally the wait was over….7th June….as if it was like am getting committed unofficially…lol…7th June was not at all a shock wen i read the next line..Coimbatore..Wat..am not gonna leave ma home town…unbelievable…Born,grew,studied and now gonna work here...no man...All ma mates got chennai while it was almost only me in cbe…By saying almost i mean i ve a couple of guys here wit me..not bad actually..but thought of gettin some new experiences and exposure,watever…am here now…Everythin was new frm day 1…Dont think am writin tis post after a month or somethin, its jus the 4th day now…So far so gud…But the ly thing which was and is difficult is getting into the system, not the server i dint mean literally, i meant the corporate life…Gettin used to it…Hopefully u can see tat coz u r reading tis blog after a week at CTS sorry am not supposed to say tat,its Cognizant…U know for the past 4 days everyone ve been sayin tis “Oh..Billu….tis is how u luk in formals…”…Even i get to luk at myself and say “is it me..!!! “…SO lots of new things happening around in ma life…the routine, gettin bed to early….reachin home on time for dinner…tats been happening for the last few days…hmmm…its gettin better day by day at Cogni...actually tis was ma first blog in Cogni posting it here again wit a few if's and but's...padikka sollaraangalo illayo regularah blog mattum elutha solranunga...So far so gud...keepin up wit other IT guys...but manasula apappa chinna varutham...even though i dint do awesome in ma academics in ma coll days but was atleast very much interested in one subject per semester....i said interested tat doesnt mean i got high grades....so avalavu padichutu athuvum sandwich...inga vanthu oru logic yosikka mandaya odachuttu irukken...cant help it though...”Mom, where is tat C++ book..i jus kept it here today evening...”(last line konjam over thaan...innum antha stageukku pogala..but jus to give tat comical touch...)